Song

So I wrote this song a long time ago. It sorta looks like a poem too so I thought I would share it. I feel like it is one of the ways for me to discribe how I feel when I have sort of walked away from God's will. Aka, when I don't feel God.

I don't feel like I have walked away from God or anything, but I do feel like this song really discribes the process I always go through when I am struggling. It is probably better when I sing it.... but then again, maybe not : P Here it is anyone. Maybe it will bless you all the same way it blesses me when I sing it! : )

Here am I

Lord, what have I forgotten?
Lord, where has my heart flown?
I've abandon you who saved me.
Now I stand here... alone.

I've made it seem so perfect.
The life I play each day.
But deep down inside, my sins provide
the shackels and the chains.

Which bind my heart to hatred,
and makes me cling to fear.
To hide deep within the darkness
wishing I would disappear.

Lord, won't please walk beside me.
Oh, again Lord, I've lost my way.
And I know you can provid me
a joy you'll never take away.

Oh, create in me a new heart
Pure and white as snow
and now within my own heart
I would never choose to go.

Oh, sovereign God of Jacob
you've washed this sins that cloth
Your arms stay wrapped around me.
I am forever, forever home.

Father, show me how to please you.
Let me serve you all my days.
I never could have asked for
the light you gave to show the way.

And as I close my eyes I see you
I see you nailed upon the cross.
You died so truth could shine through
To show this gain is but my loss

You've asked, "Whom shall I send now?"
Father, this is my reply.
"Here I am, my Savior."
Send me... Let me try.

Daddy... here am I.

It's not very long for a song, and it is all in minor key (those of you who know probably think I am a little gothic since it is the only key I really write it, haha), but it's from my heart. Hope you like it.